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[06 May 2008|02:35pm]
 So, i haven't written in this thing for like 5 months, and i'm sad to say that not much has really happened.
I'm more tattooed then ever, enjoying the Hampden scene and the city scene.
Steve and i broke up about a week ago.. we're still talking but the fighting was getting out of control.
I've been drunk almost every day since then.. not something im proud of.
I graduate in a week, i get a new car in 3 and then it's off to college in September at York.
Life is just moving too fast, i feel like too much is changing right now and i can't keep up.
I have no clue what i want to do and the pressure is just building and building.
It's times like these that i feel crazy.

someone give me some money so i can finsih my feet tattoos
okie dokie? thanks
time to change the sheets

[05 Dec 2007|09:46pm]
somehow ive manage to become a completly different person then i was 3 years ago.
i think i like those days better.

i just want to get drunk(for once) and play in the snow
and get my new tattoo finished ( i got a new tattoo)

My friendship with Henry is fucked. It's funny how you can be so there for someone when they are going through hell, yet when you do one thing wrong, it seems as though the world has come to an end.

something like 1 month and 18 days till my birthday...

i miss having friends

I miss having a life


god im stupid
time to change the sheets

[07 Jun 2007|10:10pm]

my life as of now
workin at spa in the valley.. rules ( i make bank)
fat
inlove with steve
want to be a marine biologist
Honfest this weekend
2 New tattoos on the way
www.havefunbelucky.com


but surprisingly super stressed out.
i love watermelon!

3 had sex in my bed * time to change the sheets

[05 Apr 2007|04:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm bored
im getting a job @ Spa in the Valley in hunt valley
umm 'm going to cosmotology school for hair
my plans are to:
-get into hair, and owne my own salon
-sounds like what every girl wants to do, but im gonna make sure it's so much more then that

Steve's birthday is so soon
the big 24.. i love my boo

SPRING BREAK!
It's gonna (hopefully) be filled with adventure!

time to change the sheets

[17 Feb 2007|07:19am]
im just sick of everyone being so fake.
none of  u came to my birthday party
and that hurt
time to change the sheets

[15 Feb 2007|08:14am]
eh, i havent updated this thing in a really long time...
what i've been doing:
working my ass off almost everyday
hanging out with Steve and Laura
drinking moderatley
smoking way more cigerettes then i used to
being happy for once.

Steve and i have finally brought our relationship to a level of awesomeness and im so fucking happy. ive never felt more loved in my life.
and fuck everyone who talked trash about him and tried to assess our relationship and tell me i shouldnt be with him. FUCK YOU. you dont even know what you're talking about and ur fucking all two faced and not even worth my time. Go find another person you can call "friend" and use them for rides and money and everything else. JESUS grow the fuck up. PUNk aS FuCk bRo. crackheads

i seriously love my life right now.
20 had sex in my bed * time to change the sheets

[21 Jan 2007|08:35pm]
trust me.
please
time to change the sheets

[03 Jan 2007|09:39pm]
me & you

life is pretty awesome
hold on to the things that make you happy
Let go of the things that make u not so much..

happy new year!

i love steve lots and lots!
time to change the sheets

[25 Dec 2006|10:21pm]
im so incredibley homesick.
but being away from everyone has helped me make a lot of realizations
and ive done a lot of thinking
and a lot is going to change when i come home
im sick of people treating me like a door mat.
time to change the sheets

[16 Dec 2006|05:24pm]
BEST MOTHER FUCKING SEX IVE EVER FUCKING HAD!!!!!!!!!!! OMG STEVE IS A GENIUS
2 had sex in my bed * time to change the sheets

[16 Dec 2006|05:17pm]
i love being drunk an di loe steve~!!!!!!!!! 3 years and still running
time to change the sheets

[24 Nov 2006|10:11am]
its called useless progress
time to change the sheets

[11 Nov 2006|03:14pm]
everyone sucks
i have no real friends
my car is the source of their entertainment.
im sick of dealing with shit
im sick of feeling like i want to kill myself

IM SICK!
time to change the sheets

[05 Nov 2006|10:51am]
HAVING ANY SORT OF DRUG HABIT/ ADDICTION ISN'T COOL. SO STOP TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU SMOKE WEED, AND DRINK ALL THE TIME. IT ISN'T AWESOME.

[31 Oct 2006|10:18pm]
So, tonights Halloween and all ive done is reminace in my head about last Halloween, sitting in Henrys basement getting wasted with Drew, DS, and mike Watson. PLaying beer pong and then watching Henry puke his guts out. Then saying goodbye to him as he went off to rehab.
Now the sad truth is me and Henry arent friends anymore, probably wont be again wich suck becasue i love him with all my heart.

Im totally inlove with Steve, but i have such issues with jealousy. I meen i guess i can see where IM comming from seeing as he has expressed his interest in other girls. But i meen whatever i know nothing will ever happen, i trust him alot. He means alot to me. i meen comeon.. im the one that fucked up.
I keep thinking about my childhood NOT teenagehood lol but when i was little and all the fucked up shits that happened to me, that i never told anyone, and NEVER will.
i dont think it has anything to do with how i am now, and i think any therapist i go to will tell me it does with a ton of fancy words involed and technical terms. i meen all they really do is give there opnion on why ur life is the way it is. Nothing is really set in reasoning to why people are the way they are.

WHATEVERRR DUDE.
i have to find a new job.. mines gonna be gone soon :(
gimme a new car.
okay thank you...
3 had sex in my bed * time to change the sheets

[22 Oct 2006|08:11pm]
we sit on front porches and swing life away...
1 had sex in my bed * time to change the sheets

[10 Oct 2006|02:51pm]
hey, i love you. poptart
time to change the sheets

[09 Oct 2006|12:37am]
sometimes i really do wish i was dead
i dont know why, but i think about it all the damn time.
i dont wanna die
I WANNA LIVE!
2 had sex in my bed * time to change the sheets

[04 Oct 2006|09:42pm]
help?
time to change the sheets

[24 Sep 2006|08:33pm]
What became of everyone I used to know?
Where did our respectable convictions go?
Your words don't match the story that your actions show
What do I know?

I'm not asking you to anyway
And even if you ever could cave in
i wouldnt know where to begin
time to change the sheets

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